11/12/08 02:07 pm
ok umm..i'm not sure why i'm writing in this, i don't have a lot to share or reveal, but i guess it doesn't matter anyway because i only have like 4 friends on here, and i'm pretty sure none of them check it regularly (because i don't either) so it doesn't really matter if i do say anything of importance or sound clever. fuck it.
i have a boyfriend which the idea is just beginning to not freak me out whenever i do remember it. i think the funniest part is the fact that the two least likely people to be in a relationshit are the ones in one. together. i constantly have to remind myself to not think too much into the future and to not over project (which i have a problem with) because that just leads to me being upset or us getting in an argument over something trivial. i'm really thankful for him and i'm glad we're together.
after spring semester, i will have 2 more classes to complete before i graduate. too bad those classes are only offered in the fall, so i'll just be sitting in montevallo with my thumb up my ass while i wait on those two goddamned classes. that kind of puts a damper on my pseudo plans i've made in my head, and for anything to go as planned, i'll have to wait like 6 months. which brings us back to the whole overprojecting thing. fuck me.
my gpa has gone down considerably because of these three classes: historical geology, mis, and now pre-cal. fuck those courses and fuck the bitches teaching them.
also, i'm giving great consideration to shaving my head. just to see what i will look like. maybe when i'm trashed and feeling bold i'll go for it. maybe not. who knows.
i really don't enjoy being alone anymore. maybe it's being alone IN THE DORMS that suck so bad, and maybe when i get my apt it'll get better.
oh btw i'm out of the dorms as of next semester because a)they suck b) the girls in here suck 3) ol willy boy can't set foot in the dorms without being arrested, and i have no visitation privileges because of some big misunderstanding including the campus police (i won't go into it) and d) i need to try and be at least a little grown up.
i have a boyfriend which the idea is just beginning to not freak me out whenever i do remember it. i think the funniest part is the fact that the two least likely people to be in a relationshit are the ones in one. together. i constantly have to remind myself to not think too much into the future and to not over project (which i have a problem with) because that just leads to me being upset or us getting in an argument over something trivial. i'm really thankful for him and i'm glad we're together.
after spring semester, i will have 2 more classes to complete before i graduate. too bad those classes are only offered in the fall, so i'll just be sitting in montevallo with my thumb up my ass while i wait on those two goddamned classes. that kind of puts a damper on my pseudo plans i've made in my head, and for anything to go as planned, i'll have to wait like 6 months. which brings us back to the whole overprojecting thing. fuck me.
my gpa has gone down considerably because of these three classes: historical geology, mis, and now pre-cal. fuck those courses and fuck the bitches teaching them.
also, i'm giving great consideration to shaving my head. just to see what i will look like. maybe when i'm trashed and feeling bold i'll go for it. maybe not. who knows.
i really don't enjoy being alone anymore. maybe it's being alone IN THE DORMS that suck so bad, and maybe when i get my apt it'll get better.
oh btw i'm out of the dorms as of next semester because a)they suck b) the girls in here suck 3) ol willy boy can't set foot in the dorms without being arrested, and i have no visitation privileges because of some big misunderstanding including the campus police (i won't go into it) and d) i need to try and be at least a little grown up.
